我有二個老板,男老板管業務和公司大小雜事,女老板管技術,也兼管男老板的大小事,小公司在二位老板的汲汲營營打理下,已經12個年頭,在台灣,對一個小企業而言,要撐過10年實在也不算容易.也許天公疼好人吧,二位老板都算是宅心仁厚的人,對員工不苛刻,也能適當的展現當老板的阿沙力,雖然有時也是會露出小氣的尾巴出來.
男老板是很機車的,遇到也是機車的員工時,那他就顯得更更機車了.公司的業務一向由他負責,但通常都是為你開個門後,就要你自已想辦法了,感覺好像是挖個洞,你就跳進去吧,也不會跟你說洞有多大,有多深,反正就隨便你做東做西,可以把洞挖得更深,也可以把洞填滿.所以到頭來,也許是做白工.
我一直在想,我當初到底有沒有說過我可以做selling 這件事,小公司的生存環境十分險惡,我們沒有brand和money,我們連under table的事都不做,空有誠心誠意和努力打拚,可是在外面,大家都不吃這套,所以我一直在想,二位老板到底知不知道?
他們都是"宏外線"一員,大風大浪都見過的,也許時不我予了,過往的經驗沒有隨著時間而修正,所以還有著已經快滅絕的純良老板本性吧.言外之意就是,制度老是隨心定訂,口號老是隨意喊喊,永遠不會為員工沒有做到而發飇,如果你是個機車員工,你還可以三不五時的當面幹譙老板,我想,這是對愈親近的人的共通特性吧.完全忘了他可是每月付你錢工作的大爺呢.
今天我也當面幹譙了老板,還罵他機車咧,結果也是很孬的內心掙扎想著對或不對,其實我真的很不想要把他解釋成是對親近的人的共通特性,因為念舊如我,究竟何時才能理性的思考我的前途呢?
What done is done,今天看good tv學來的,就叫逝者如斯夫吧.
Forget it & Thinking~
星期五, 2月 09, 2007
星期三, 1月 31, 2007
Heart - Secret
My classmate Chung Wen loves it very very much.
We lead two different lives
Just like two lines that never cross
And here we are together
Standing closer than we are
But we're still standing here untouched
Too scared to make a move
We want so much to touch
And we can't wait forever
We know it's dangerous
For us to be together
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we keep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or forever stay apart
I watch you coming to me
Walking in the pouring rain
I can't help looking at you
Wishing I could stay away
So many times I've tried in vain
To close my eyes and pray it goes away
But I can't stop myself from feeling
To let you go would be too much
For me to take
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we deep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or forever stay apart
I can't help thinking
When I look into your eyes
How much I need you
It's so hard to hide
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we keep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or be doomed to stay apart
We lead two different lives
Just like two lines that never cross
And here we are together
Standing closer than we are
But we're still standing here untouched
Too scared to make a move
We want so much to touch
And we can't wait forever
We know it's dangerous
For us to be together
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we keep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or forever stay apart
I watch you coming to me
Walking in the pouring rain
I can't help looking at you
Wishing I could stay away
So many times I've tried in vain
To close my eyes and pray it goes away
But I can't stop myself from feeling
To let you go would be too much
For me to take
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we deep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or forever stay apart
I can't help thinking
When I look into your eyes
How much I need you
It's so hard to hide
How do we ever keep this secret
How do we keep it in the dark
And if we dare to taste our weakness
How could we tear ourselves apart
Why do we keep this love together
Didn't we know right from the start
That we would have to keep this secret
Or be doomed to stay apart
星期日, 1月 28, 2007
又再破紀錄的Roger Federer
看著2007 australianopen live,Federer (Winner)和Gonzalez(Runner Up)的冠軍賽,又讓我想起了Graf,二人打球時都是沒什麼喜怒的球員,不管比數如何,幾乎很少看到他們有高興或摔拍的動作,好peace的臨場表現,就連發球或擊球的慢動作重撥也看不到他們臉部那種掙擰的表情.移位的腳步那麼的輕鬆,也不會有那種快速衝過頭而剎車不急窘態,我想,不是他們的速度快,而應該是他們都比常人更早嗅到了球的落點即將在哪.
除此之外,二人的帶切的反手拍相似之處,更讓人看得極為賞心悅目,真是太優雅,看心中的球王球后打球真是享受.許乃仁在ESPN專欄新王者的加冕大典--2004年美國網球公開賽
的文章寫到"2004 Federer拿下三個大滿貫後,在頒獎典禮上，CBS資深主播DICK ENBERG問他，到底是如何辦到的，能在一年當中拿下三個大滿貫？當時ROGER不假思索的回答自己也不知道，也許到了今年年底他會好好想想自己到底是如何做到的(有趣的是，當年球后GRAF在88年完成大滿貫之後也曾講過相同的話)",你看看連二人都講同樣的話,更加讓我覺得自已的看法真是沒錯沒錯,
去年也記了自已的想法樣似graf
才25才的Roger(小王建民一才耶,也是喜怒不形於色的),大概還有3-5年可以看到他在四大賽事的精采表現,一直在刷新世界紀錄(27年來,唯一一盤未失拿到冠軍的男人啊)..的青春肉體,我的口水還要持續流好幾年了.
除此之外,二人的帶切的反手拍相似之處,更讓人看得極為賞心悅目,真是太優雅,看心中的球王球后打球真是享受.許乃仁在ESPN專欄新王者的加冕大典--2004年美國網球公開賽
的文章寫到"2004 Federer拿下三個大滿貫後,在頒獎典禮上，CBS資深主播DICK ENBERG問他，到底是如何辦到的，能在一年當中拿下三個大滿貫？當時ROGER不假思索的回答自己也不知道，也許到了今年年底他會好好想想自己到底是如何做到的(有趣的是，當年球后GRAF在88年完成大滿貫之後也曾講過相同的話)",你看看連二人都講同樣的話,更加讓我覺得自已的看法真是沒錯沒錯,
去年也記了自已的想法樣似graf
才25才的Roger(小王建民一才耶,也是喜怒不形於色的),大概還有3-5年可以看到他在四大賽事的精采表現,一直在刷新世界紀錄(27年來,唯一一盤未失拿到冠軍的男人啊)..的青春肉體,我的口水還要持續流好幾年了.
| Year | Australian Open | Roland Garros | Wimbledon | US Open |
| 2003 | 4TH | 1ST | WINNER | 4TH |
| 2004 | WINNER | 3RD | WINNER | WINNER |
| 2005 | SF | SF | WINNER | WINNER |
| 2006 | WINNER | RUNNER UP | WINNER | WINNER |
星期五, 1月 26, 2007
Dido - Thank You
Share u,
"I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life"
More details here
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and
I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and
I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life
"I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life"
More details here
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and
I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and
I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life
星期四, 1月 25, 2007
Atlantic Starr - Always
Girl you are to me, all that a woman should be,
And I dedicate my life to you always
The love like yours is grand,
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Came with me my sweet,
Let's go make a family,
And they will bring us joy, for always
Oh boy I love your soul,
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure of course, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
I will love you so, for always
And I dedicate my life to you always
The love like yours is grand,
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Came with me my sweet,
Let's go make a family,
And they will bring us joy, for always
Oh boy I love your soul,
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure of course, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
I will love you so, for always
星期五, 1月 12, 2007
有感
今天坐公車回家時,聽到後頭一個人在講電話,其中有這麼一段話...
你為什麼不坐高鐵上來..?啊,什麼,花蓮沒有高鐵,高鐵沒有開到花蓮嗎...真是太過份了.
哇咧,這個人是都沒在看電視,報紙嗎?,聽她的口吻好像是位學生,既然知道有高鐵,又怎麼不知道高鐵是開往哪呢? 真是三條線.
讓我不禁想到,也許她根本不知道花蓮在東邊還是西邊吧.就像老闆一直以來都把我當成是屏東來的,我都不知道糾正她n次了,我住在台東...
在吃晚餐的地方,有一位老太太來用餐,點了餐後開始淘淘不絕的重覆說著她今年71了,有二個兒子二個女兒有的沒的,一開始,我沒有很注意她,後來發現她吃了一會後,就要求小姐打包,我回頭一看,桌面上的食物看來沒怎麼動過,大概只吃了幾口而以,接著就遠遠的聽到她說要家人來付錢,本來大家都以為她來吃霸王餐,搞了半天才發現她應該是有點失智的老人,但我倒覺得有點好奇的是為什麼她能說出正確的家里電話,結果電話的那頭似乎就是她的家人沒錯.
等我用餐完畢,她的家人還沒人,有位好心的太太再去幫她打一次電話催促她的家人來帶她回去,結果電話沒人接,好心的太太轉頭便走並說,你就再等一下吧,你的家人應該出門了.想不到,老人家就哭起來了,說是不是兒子不來接她了.
那時覺得如果自已以後也像這樣,當家人也不想來帶我時,我現在已經可以想像那時我的晚景該是如何淒涼了吧.
你為什麼不坐高鐵上來..?啊,什麼,花蓮沒有高鐵,高鐵沒有開到花蓮嗎...真是太過份了.
哇咧,這個人是都沒在看電視,報紙嗎?,聽她的口吻好像是位學生,既然知道有高鐵,又怎麼不知道高鐵是開往哪呢? 真是三條線.
讓我不禁想到,也許她根本不知道花蓮在東邊還是西邊吧.就像老闆一直以來都把我當成是屏東來的,我都不知道糾正她n次了,我住在台東...
在吃晚餐的地方,有一位老太太來用餐,點了餐後開始淘淘不絕的重覆說著她今年71了,有二個兒子二個女兒有的沒的,一開始,我沒有很注意她,後來發現她吃了一會後,就要求小姐打包,我回頭一看,桌面上的食物看來沒怎麼動過,大概只吃了幾口而以,接著就遠遠的聽到她說要家人來付錢,本來大家都以為她來吃霸王餐,搞了半天才發現她應該是有點失智的老人,但我倒覺得有點好奇的是為什麼她能說出正確的家里電話,結果電話的那頭似乎就是她的家人沒錯.
等我用餐完畢,她的家人還沒人,有位好心的太太再去幫她打一次電話催促她的家人來帶她回去,結果電話沒人接,好心的太太轉頭便走並說,你就再等一下吧,你的家人應該出門了.想不到,老人家就哭起來了,說是不是兒子不來接她了.
那時覺得如果自已以後也像這樣,當家人也不想來帶我時,我現在已經可以想像那時我的晚景該是如何淒涼了吧.
星期六, 1月 06, 2007
小朋友,請慢走
這一陣子迷上買THE NORTH FACE,看藍芽耳機和電子琴.假日的生活就去看A級THE NORTH FACE仿GORE-TEXT的衣服,看到老板和我都很熟了.今天索幸和小文子到公館新開的專賣店送出了10個小朋友,買了一件正牌的HYVENT,和A級品比來,真是一分錢一分貨,所以決定過年回家時,把A貨送回家給媽媽穿..真是夭壽不孝順喔.
看藍芽耳機則是自從上次幫LINDA買NB後,在我的T42掛上送的藍芽接收器後,發現這項科技真是超好用,於是開始瘋狂的對我的K800i做一大堆藍芽連線測試,藍芽的功能可多了,可以無線聽音樂,傳輸檔案,上網,還能直接把k800i當mouse來用,我在想如果哪天我做簡報時,就用k800i來遠端切換ppt吧.最近一直也在想幫我的k800i找個伴,在網路上看了一款也是SONY ERRICSSON的HBH-DS970,發現價差可以差到1000-1500,真是有夠混亂,而且還缺貨到不行,不過大家的評語也不一,好的壞的都有,讓我有點收收了手,想想還是先乖乖地用有線的原廠耳機就好了.
忍啊忍啊忍啊,最近小朋友送太多出去了,要破產了..., 連帶我為了培養退休後的生活樂趣,我想買的電子琴也只能挑最最入級的機種,1000元有找的那種,只能期待今年年終老板突然失心瘋的多給一個0了.
看藍芽耳機則是自從上次幫LINDA買NB後,在我的T42掛上送的藍芽接收器後,發現這項科技真是超好用,於是開始瘋狂的對我的K800i做一大堆藍芽連線測試,藍芽的功能可多了,可以無線聽音樂,傳輸檔案,上網,還能直接把k800i當mouse來用,我在想如果哪天我做簡報時,就用k800i來遠端切換ppt吧.最近一直也在想幫我的k800i找個伴,在網路上看了一款也是SONY ERRICSSON的HBH-DS970,發現價差可以差到1000-1500,真是有夠混亂,而且還缺貨到不行,不過大家的評語也不一,好的壞的都有,讓我有點收收了手,想想還是先乖乖地用有線的原廠耳機就好了.
忍啊忍啊忍啊,最近小朋友送太多出去了,要破產了..., 連帶我為了培養退休後的生活樂趣,我想買的電子琴也只能挑最最入級的機種,1000元有找的那種,只能期待今年年終老板突然失心瘋的多給一個0了.
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